Even though I've tried, I can't sleep at night
Knowing that a change has come and gone,
Blowing over my shadow, knowing I feel hollow,
And taking away all of what was almost mine.
When I need you, what can I do?
There's not a soul or shoulder to cry on.
No colour to cling to, no love to sing to
And I haven't got the strength to carry on.
Like a creeping disease, Loneliness came to me,
Knowing I'm a sucker for his seductive charm.
Now without you I'm cold and blue.
I have no warmth and no out-stretched arms.
Goodbye Happiness; Farewell sweet caress,
I have nothing but the iciness that surrounds me-
Jagged splintered glass- a heart that's fading fast
And a dying patience that someone will find me.
Xalthia Orion Star