Never understanding what to do at times like this
I long for the days when I felt your kiss
As the lonly days are now passing me by
I lift my head and try not to cry
But my eyes are burning from the hopeless tears
Our love is gone after all these years
I could always go to you, when i felt scared or in danger
But now you seem hateful and mean like a darkened stranger
My arms covering my face, laying alone on my bed
I loved you so much and now I want to be dead
But im cant do that, not now, not ever
I do have other things to look foward for and treasure.
I can't change what you did or how you feel about me
But I want you to understand I want to be free.
Free from your words and from your touch
It may seem crazy, but it's not much
I am stronger than you think, like a warrior or a soldier
And soon my pain will be gone
Like the our love, it will be over.
Mandy